I am frustrated...with myself and with my body.
I got up this morning with a genius idea to cover my blister in the back of my ankle so I could go for a walk since my arm still hurts ridiculously. I put my shoes on and was limping by the time we were out the door. I know limping a three mile walk is going to do nothing but cause me different pain.
Yesterday's bike ride felt good at the time, but know I think I may have done more damage to my arm as now the pain radiates from my shoulder blade to my elbow.
I came back home this morning after dropping off the kids and crawled back in bed. It seems like I take one step forward only to take two back.
This afternoon I am going to try and get some activity in with my daughter. We are going to "Party Off the Pounds" with a Richard Simmons DVD...minus the shoes and arm movements. It is 4pm and I haven't even made it to 50% on my ActiveLink. I feel like a failure, epecially when I want to exercise and can't, or shouldn't, so my injuries can heal.
My eating was ok today, not great, but ok considering. By the time I have dinner, I will use the rest of my weeklies. I am still tracking every bite.
I am so ready for something fabulous to happen. Sometimes it feels like we have more bad than good and I really think in life there should be more of a balance.
Hoping tomorrow is a better day...
Onto Day 32...
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